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[miltokki]

i feel that once again i've changed, and now more than ever i don't really resonate with the original me that started this journal

the urge to rebrand is HUGE but even then i don't want to delete everything, and i don't feel like making another journal

i'm not even a traditional "fandom-oriented" kpop fan anymore - i just listen to the music and seldom watch content (except the occasional lesserafim).

i decided to leave negativity and my low mood back in 2022, and to start afresh this 2023, but the month is over and it hasn't gone so well with all my academic deadlines, commitments and the housemates negatively affecting my mental health

BUUUUT i won't deny that the last week has done me a whole lot of good; i finally got a gym membership and started working out, i'm getting up earlier and heading to campus instead of hiding in my room, i'm actually motivated to study now and i'm getting involved in campus life again. just taking it one step at a time really.

i just needed to vent this out bcos other than this