keeping my head afloat

so i had 36 pity after getting c4 and was very, very hopeful about being able to grind enough to get the next con. fortunately, i did somehow manage to get around 20-ish more pulls in the days after my pull session (thank you to the bp + welkin + dailies + IT + monthly shop reset + whatever else) and dumped them back into the banner and it took around that many to get an early 5*. unfortunately, it was a loss and i got keqing, which did ruin my hopes of making the c6 possible LMFAO if i won the 50/50, i would’ve spent however much needed to get c6, but those plans are dashed now 🫠

i know i said i would be leaving this version with kinich c6 but unfortunately, i’m killing the dream and looking towards the future. very sad 😞

well, maybe. i don’t know. I RECENTLY STARTED FEELING VERY ANXIOUS ABOUT A POSSIBLE ALHAITHAM RERUN!!!! SO I FEEL I NEED TO MOVE ON AND BE READY FOR THAT NOW!!!

so the guarantee will literally stay there until alhaitham has a rerun on the limited banner. but i do not think he’ll be appearing there…. like, it’s been a year, they are definitely saving him for that damn chronicled wish 😫 it doesn’t help that the other sumeru characters also have been waiting about the same time for reruns (RIP CYNO), so it’s inevitable… the sumeru chronicled wish… it’s coming sooner rather than later…

with the kinich c6 dream over, everything is going to be saved to get all the remaining alhaitham constellations and LoFI refinements, whether that is on the limited banner or chronicled wish - both are possible and i will be ready either way. especially for the chronicled wish since i will be starting from zero on it. man, i can already feel it… alhaitham has to be coming soon (i’m delusional) and i need to immediately get my shit together to make this happen……

i cannot and will not be swayed by anyone else. and unlike kinich, alhaitham WILL be c6. there are no ifs, ands, or buts about it for me. he is MY GUY!!!! 😞

and ykw, maybe me not being able to c6 kinich is a sign… alhaitham has to be the first c6 limited character i get on my account.

hmm… ok… i understand it now…

apart from alhaitham, i’ll be waiting for neuvillette, who will probably rerun in a few patches, and a super cool and awesome 5* electro dendro support for alhaitham that definitely exists (major hopium)(i heard there is supposed to be at least one new electro in nod-krai, so plzplzplz be a dendro support and not an electro-charged support)(it’s going to be an electro-charged character isn’t it).

anyway enough about genshin.

they added freja to stadium and that made it so unfun (i deranked ALLLLL the way down to pro 5 after being 98% pro 1, haha the all-star dream is also DEAD), so i stopped playing overwatch and started playing the sims 4 instead. like many others, my relationship with ts4 is very on and off LMFAO i’ll play non-stop for two weeks and then abandon the game for six months before i open it back up again to start a new save file that i obsess with for two weeks - and it’s rinse and repeat.

and i’ve done just that once again! so i’ll yap about that now.
( tfw ur a rich and smart and talented and beautiful sim in my save file 🥰 )