updates from this week
Dec. 15th, 2021 10:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
miltokkithe first assessment that actually counts towards my final grade was this presentation, and we got 100%
i'm literally over the moon.
and the module i gave up on, the test didn't count for anything at all, but i was so sure i flunked it, but i actually passed!! i "met the expectations" so i have no complaints there at all
only issue is this harrowing migraine, and the fact that i spent 11k primos and still no gorou, no primos left for xiao either, and i lost the 50/50 to qiqi. i feel empty and i'm staying away from yt and twitch cos seeing all those gorous and ittos gives me pain. it's okay. i'm guaranteed a xiao now. i'm okay.
and the nct album. i didn't have the heart to buy it after what they did to jaemin. that being said, i really like ok! and dreaming and BIRTHDAY PARTY. i couldn't stop laughing the first time i heard birthday party. it's funky, it felt all over the place but in a good way. it felt sort of like work it but this time with me liking it (for context, i hate work it). i really enjoy the track. so much. and it's not because jaemin actually had lines, i'm serious. (though jaem was actually so hot in this song i can't believe it) it's a bop <3
i can't really think of anything else this week, oh my flatmate tested positive for covid, but apparently i don't need to self-isolate since i'm double vaxxed.
i read more kaebedo, some lucbedo, and chennett?? i happened across this one fic by chance but i stopped at like 7 or 8 out of 10 chapters. i find dealing with homophobia difficult to read. but it's a very high quality work, and i read it out of curiosity cos i never imagined chennett was a thing???
finally, i came to terms (rather quickly) with the fact that i ult IVE. being a yujin stan naturally attracted me, but i fell for the entire group and this is weird to me cos i find it difficult to properly stan girl groups even if i really like them. but i literally scour for IVE content and jump at any scrap i find. it's also difficult for me to really like everyone at once. i thought i'd just really love yujin and be okay w the rest but it's not the case at all. the girls are awesome.
i'm literally over the moon.
and the module i gave up on, the test didn't count for anything at all, but i was so sure i flunked it, but i actually passed!! i "met the expectations" so i have no complaints there at all
only issue is this harrowing migraine, and the fact that i spent 11k primos and still no gorou, no primos left for xiao either, and i lost the 50/50 to qiqi. i feel empty and i'm staying away from yt and twitch cos seeing all those gorous and ittos gives me pain. it's okay. i'm guaranteed a xiao now. i'm okay.
and the nct album. i didn't have the heart to buy it after what they did to jaemin. that being said, i really like ok! and dreaming and BIRTHDAY PARTY. i couldn't stop laughing the first time i heard birthday party. it's funky, it felt all over the place but in a good way. it felt sort of like work it but this time with me liking it (for context, i hate work it). i really enjoy the track. so much. and it's not because jaemin actually had lines, i'm serious. (though jaem was actually so hot in this song i can't believe it) it's a bop <3
i can't really think of anything else this week, oh my flatmate tested positive for covid, but apparently i don't need to self-isolate since i'm double vaxxed.
i read more kaebedo, some lucbedo, and chennett?? i happened across this one fic by chance but i stopped at like 7 or 8 out of 10 chapters. i find dealing with homophobia difficult to read. but it's a very high quality work, and i read it out of curiosity cos i never imagined chennett was a thing???
finally, i came to terms (rather quickly) with the fact that i ult IVE. being a yujin stan naturally attracted me, but i fell for the entire group and this is weird to me cos i find it difficult to properly stan girl groups even if i really like them. but i literally scour for IVE content and jump at any scrap i find. it's also difficult for me to really like everyone at once. i thought i'd just really love yujin and be okay w the rest but it's not the case at all. the girls are awesome.
