keeping my head afloat

not the best of months for me icl.
( sorrows hidden behind this cut )

all in all it hasn't been the best of months in terms of physical and mental health, neither have acads been going the way i wish, but i've found awesome friends irl and online, and i hope my twitter friends haven't forgotten me T__T. i probably won't be back online till i sort myself out irl and come out of writer's block and nct dream pop out from the shadows! december will be better!!

so i happened to come across dreamwidth after being directed here from the endnote of a very beautiful beomseung fic called your eyes tell by permutative

i thought to myself, "ooh this looks pretty cool" and i guess it helps to express yourself more through media like this? idk what i'm saying, i've never been good with journals but this may be fun!!

sooo... this is a shambles first post but congratulations to me?! hehe

hopefully i'll have a more meaningful post by next week @.@

i'm currently reading this awesome nomin hogwarts fic called blood status by ao3 user bluestarrynight05
it's actually amazing!! but maybe i chose the painful route since it's ongoing... and it started almost a year ago...
ehh but it's almost done (two chapters left) and it's a 170k monster

also i'm watching 'to do' (txt variety show) from the beginning.